Loose Feel Watercolour Koi


I’ve been fascinated this week with watching koi.  They are such graceful fish.  It’s very hard to know which is my favourite but a pure white Tancho with a circular red Hi mark never fails to make me gasp.  (This is a plain white fish with a red circle on it’s forehead.)

So I had another go at painting a Koi with watercolour.  I began with a simple sketch…




Then added some masking fluid and changed my Koi to a butterfly Koi…




Then I painted him…


I didn’t stick to any breed type as I wanted to let the colour flow.



Grand Trevally


I’ve been watching Blue Planet 2 in the last few weeks (I have a bit of a marine biology thing going on recently, so this was just perfect.)  So much of the cinematography in that show was spectacular.  They were the kind of images which make you ache inside, the very best I’ve ever seen.

So I’ve been trying to paint some of them.  It’s tricky because the photography from this BBC team is so good that I don’t think art can take it any further.  Their stuff is perfect as it is.  It doesn’t stop me wanting to try though.

Here’s a picture I painted recently of these fish which were catching some fledgling sea birds in the TV show.  I think the fish are Grand Trevally or something similar.

I began with a pencil drawing over which I painted some simple washes…

I used some masking fluid for the clouds.

Then finally I painted in the fish and added some highlighs with white gouache.

Axolotl – watercolour sketch


This week I made a quick sketch of an Axolotl – one of my favourite animals.

I’m still trying to find ways to make watercolour look as real as I can but without it looking like a photograph.  It’s a difficult line to walk.

Here’s my axolotl…


I think I’ll call him Adrian.   🙂


Mandrill – Pencil Drawing


One of my favourite books of all time is a Dorling Kindersley book called “Animal  A Definitive Visual Guide”.

I’ve got an older edition…


I find it endlessly fascinating to look through and actually keep it on the floor next to my bed (it’s too big for the bed-side table) so I can dip into it on a daily basis.

The picture on the front of this edition is of a Mandrill.  I find it really startling.  So one night I sketched it in pencil and then coloured it also in pencil (using Prisma Color).  The only issue I had was that I was working in my watercolour sketchbook so the paper was too bumpy for the smooth fine detail finish I wanted.

When I get some time and energy I’d like to redo this picture on bristol board.  I think it would really make it work.

Here’s the sketch with the beginning of of the colour…

Because the picture I was using as reference was only a partial shot of the face of the Mandrill I also used other reference material to make this sketch.

Here’s the final coloured drawing.  You can see how the grain of the paper interferes with the detail of the picture.  It was very enjoyable to draw though!



Working with pencils instead of paint gave me a lot more control of each stroke as even my finest brush won’t make a mark as thin as a pencil can.  That said my control of colour was limited to the colours I had in my set and my ability to blend them.  I think I still prefer paint overall but maybe mixed media might be something I could try with some paint and some pencil.

The Silent Space Between the Stars


I have sometimes heard people say that they are “going to their happy place”.  Recently I wondered what my imaginary happy place might be.

I think I would choose to be inside a huge self-supporting space ship out in the deep black between the stars.   The kind of ship which you could live a lifetime on with big bio-domes and loads of fuel.  Perhaps something like the ships in the old Sci Fi film “Silent Running”


[From the Film “Silent Running” 1972.]

I imagine I would be lying in  a narrow navy-style bunk and listening to the gentle hum of the air recyclers and the imperceptable low vibration from the engines.  I love the idea of the light years of silent empty space which would be all around me.  Even thinking about it feels peaceful.

So this was the inspiration for an ink drawing I did a day or so ago…


It’s called

The Silent Space Between the Stars.


Later I scanned it into Manga Studio and coloured it how it seems in my dreams…

Blue Shadow Mosura Shrimp

Since Bonnie (my dog) died I’ve struggled with managing my pain condition, especially at night.  Despite her tendency to add doggy smells to the room which should be banned under the Geneva Convention, and to kick me if she felt I was taking up too much room in my own blooming bed, she was very good at helping me manage pain.  She didn’t care about being woken up so long as her tummy got tickled and would snuggle up if things got too bad and I wasn’t coping.  Without her I’m struggling to rest properly.


So this is why I’ve not been painting for a few months.  All I’ve been able to manage is work and looking after my son.  Anyway, things are gradually improving and today I managed to paint a small quick sketch for fun.  It took about half an hour and it’s of a beautiful Blue Shadow Mosura Shrimp. (I think)

Here’s the sketch…

Here’s the beginning of the background…

And here’s the finished sketch…


Bonnie – Oil Painting Finished


Finally it’s half term!  I admit it – without Lemsip and coffee I wouldn’t have made it.  But we all got there in the end which is really great.  Now I’ve had some rest and some antibiotics I’m back to painting.


I started working on Bonnie’s portrait again.

One of the things I find tricky with oils which I’m going to have to adapt to is the waiting time between layers.  With watercolour I could whizz out my hairdryer and be on to the next stage in minutes, but now it takes a day or so and more if I’m using white (which takes a long time to dry). Normally when I’m painting I  get into the flow of it and the painting then seems to paint itself but now I am forced by the medium to have breaks and stopping and starting that peaceful painting thing that goes on inside me is difficult.  That said, I LOVE OILS – more than enough to find a way to adjust to this difference!  The way they move and blend and work just fits me like a glove.

So, the first thing I did was dump the background I painted last time.  I didn’t like it and I didn’t think it would give the contrast I wanted for my little darling doggie.  I started again with a raw umber wash…


Then when that was dry I sketched my outline onto the canvas…


Next I painted in a deep red blackground because I thought it would contrast and complement Bonnie’s coat really well…


Then there was a bit of wait.  First I was just letting the paint dry and then there was some time when I didn’t want to do anymore.  I just missed her too much to think about it.  There is this hole in my life where she used to be and I would do anything to have her back.

Finally I got back to painting her.  My first job was to just dab in the main colours and shapes not worrying about the detail – just general colours and tones and forms…


Then I added some rough details including some of her fur and her facial features…


Then finally, after a nice omlette for lunch, I finished the details.

Here she is – my lovely beautiful Bonnie…

I miss her so much.


I’m sorry for being away from my blog for so long.  I had a really difficult time a few weekends ago which left me not knowing which way was up.  I’m still really confused by it all.  I think it’s just part of being autistic.  It’s happened in one way or another all my life.  The bottom line is that I just can’t do people – they don’t make sense to me.  So often I think I finally understand the basic pattern of how people work and how to get on nicely with folk and then I do something I think is kind and good and unexpectedly get into awful trouble.  It’s so much worse because I can’t find a way to make it not happen again because I don’t understand the pattern.


Then, sadly, last week my little dog, Bonnie, died.  She had been ill since August with some subtle, and some not so subtle, symptoms which the vets were working hard to treat.  Last Wednesday (27th Sept) we woke to find her out of her mind, pacing in circles, breathing in a horrible horse and panting way and not fully aware of herself or us.  I took her straight to the vets and she had a seizure in the car on the way and then another while the team were trying to get a line in to help her.  The last seizure at the vets was very bad and they weren’t able to wake her up from it so we had to put her to sleep.

It was awful to see her like that and then worse to have to let her go.  Now I find so many moments in my day when I would share a treat with her or say hello to her or sit with her and those moments are just empty.  I know to some people dogs are just an animal, but to me she was my close family and I miss her really badly.  She was the one who helped me when my pain was bad at night, she always wanted a treat and a tummy tickle no matter what time it was.  She was my friend and I never had to worry about my autism with her because she wasn’t bothered by it so long as I loved and cared for her.

We scattered her ashes on Sunday morning in a hole she actually dug herself under a bench near the Common.  She dug it over the period of a year or so when I was able to sit on the bench while she played.  She adored being muddy and making a little nest like that – especially if she’d just been to the groomers.


So, to remember her I’m going to do a painting of her.  My plan is to try it in oils, alla prima (well with primer on first.)

I have quite a few photos of my lovely little girl…

When she first came to us she was shaved all over to get her clean.

Despite her shave she still had a beautiful face!

She went through times of being quite shaggy (which she liked enormously.)


And times of being much tidier (which she tried to bring an end to as soon as possible by rubbing her freshly brushed hair and beard on her bed).


She wasn’t the cleverest little dog.  After ten years of teaching her to lie on her blanket on the bed this is what she would do…


I decided to try painting her based on this photo…


So I made a quick sketch with markers – just to see the main lines.

I wasn’t really aiming for a drawing here so much as a map.

In terms of the colours, because she’s grey and black and white I thought I would prime my canvas with the same shades.  I kind of played around with it when I was priming it, but I almost certainly won’t keep the primer background as I think she will need one or two strong colours behind her to push her beautiful greys to the foreground.

So this is my primed canvas which I now need to get dry before I paint.

Mega-City Undercover – Book 1


I am now back at work and, having had a really difficult weekend before starting back, I’ve not had the energy to paint.  So I’ve been kicking back and just reading comics in the evenings which is my best way of relaxing when I’m not painting or fishing.

This week I read a brilliant trade paperback (a collection of serialised comic stories) called…

Mega-City Under Cover

Mega-City Under Cover (book 1) was one of the best 2000AD collections I’ve read in a long while. It’s published by Rebellion and well worth a look.  The book is based in the world of Judge Dredd, in his city, Mega City One but follows the lives adn struggles of under cover Judges rather than the Dredd style Judge.  The book’s split into three main parts with several stories in each.

In the first part you’ve got three brilliant Lenny Zero stories written by Andy Diggle and drawn by Jock. They are like an cross between an edgy cyberpunk tale and a noir detective story. It’s sort of what you’d get if you crossed Raymond Chandler and William Gibson. (Think ‘The Long Goodbye’ mixed with ‘Neuromancer’). The characters were excellent. I couldn’t help rooting for our hero, ‘Zero’, from the start. The stories each have their own tale to tell and each form part of a longer story which fits together beautifully. It was a joy to read.



Lenny Zero – Art by Jock. Copyright with Rebellion.

Jock’s art in the Lenny Zero stories is beautifully done. His style fits the theme perfectly. The stories are all drawn in black and white with grey tones in a way which has an excellent grungy futuristic feel without losing the definition of any of the characters or losing sight of the plot. You always know which character is which and what is going on but still have this beautifully styled artwork.  Here’s some more of his work.


‘Lenny Zero’ – Art by Jock Copyright with Rebellion


The second and third set of stories all come under the Mega-City One undercover cop title ‘Low Life’ written by Rob Williams. The series as a whole follows the adventures of undercover judges in a particularly run down area of the city called ‘Low Life’ where criminality is normal and nasty, and life is cheap. Life for judges in Mega-City One is never easy but if the judges are undercover too the demands of fitting into a criminal fraternity and still being a judge constantly pull their personalities apart which makes for a really interesting read. All of the Low life stories filling the rest of the book are excellent – some of the best 2000AD I’ve ever read.


‘Low Life’ – Art by Henry Flint. Copyright with Rebellion.


The first half of ‘Low Life’ is drawn by Henry Flint. Again it’s done in black and white with grey tones and it looks absolutely superb. Henry Flint manages to combine a strong dynamic drawing style with amazingly clear and beautifully rendered art. It’s an absolute pleasure to look at and some of my favourite art of all time.

Here’s some more of the brilliant Flint…



‘Low Life’ – Art by Henry Flint. Copyright with Rebellion.


‘Low Life’ – Art by Henry Flint. Copyright with Rebellion.


The last third of the book is also beautifully written by Rob Williams but is drawn by Simon Coleby.  I’m afraid, in this particular book, I didn’t get on with his art at all. I found it generally too high in contrast – too many solid blacks and solid whites.  I struggled to work out which character was which . (The same character frequently looked very different from panel to panel and some different characters looked the same as each other.)  As a result I found it difficult to follow the story at times and sometimes couldn’t work out what the picture was of.  I think it’s a shame I struggled here because, what I could read of the stories by Rob Williams in this part of the book, was still great.  I suspect that if Simon’s art had been passed to a colourist before publishing it would have scanned much better, as coloured clothing could help track which character is which.  (Also, I think it’s worth noting that  this particular art was first published 12 years ago.  Simon’s more current work, on ‘Yaeger’ for instance, is outstanding!)


So overall I’d give this book 4 out of 5 stars. Basically the first two thirds of the book were some of the best comic stories I’ve ever read and it was only let down a little by the art in the last third of the book which I couldn’t get on with personally.


Here’s Jock‘s cover art for the book in all it’s glory… (Again copyright – Rebellion)


[Please note: None of the above art is by me – all art is Copyright Rebellion and by the people named in the text.]